Many people think that I am the man of word. How funny! A word man! They think that I am the new era Wordsworth romancing with the nature and the human nature. Do the words worth a man like me? I can tell you that secret. I know the language of nature. I use to listen to the birds and animals singing for the music of the flattering of leaves tickled by the crazy wind, the water falls flirting with the rocks, the rain drops competing with each other to kiss the soil. I discovered this as the most soothing sound for my nostalgia towards nature. I always enjoy that sereneness which saves my soul from its solitude. I wish I could go back to my childhood, running behind birds and butterflies. I admire the actual admirer of nature, Wordsworth who added appropriate colours to the unspoken moods of a Solitary Reaper and the Daffodils. He knew the value of being alone in a crowd. Have you ever found you alone in a crowd? Of course, I did. Such an experience is vital for you to understand your values or in other sense to enjoy the reality that you are nothing. It will help you to see your ‘self’, judge your ‘self’, to clean your ‘self’…

The great Indian seers defined life as a mysterious monument of illusions, a memorandum of man’s expected visions. They never intent to say that life is not real, original, they just called it an illusion which means that life has to be treated as vague as an illusion because nothing will exist for ever. Live for today and dream of tomorrow, but never die for it because anything can happen, midway. You are real. Neither your existence nor the world’s existence can be an illusion. They never said that. Water in the pond is very real as well as an illusion, because it will dry up one day. Your life is real yet it is an illusion, since you have to change your physical form one-day and the mind will fly away joining another physical form . You have to live a life fully, enjoying every bit of it in your way. It is said that liberty is the freedom to live your life without infringing the freedom of others. I am as important to the world as you and your neighbor. I lost my vision too because I was always been a fortune seeker/sucker.

As usual, I’m still unusual. Today is an amazing day in my life. Because I lost everything - my love, my career, my money, my habits, my moustache, my underwear, my books, my faith, my beliefs, my principles, my ‘you’, my ‘me’, my everything that I was been thinking of mine. I was been dreaming of this for quite sometime and to live happily for ever hoping that they never ever happen again. Yet I’m not dead, I would’ve gone mad as others might conclude. I’m doing nothing except for that something I’m not doing on my own. It’s my fate that controls my emotions and motions. As the great alchemist said ‘ The biggest lie on earth is ‘fate’ ’. So I’m planning to get rid of that lie too. The most modest reason of my madness is that I lost all my loses on you.....